Drizzzay Draaake! YOLO!

Rough day. Sweet night. Bittersweet.

jheneaiko:

7 Steps to Happiness

If only..

Another weekend story :)

From content to happy. Getting there.

Everything has been following through and going my way. I have a good feeling everything will fall into place. I started a new second job with good pay and chill workers. Gotta be on my grind and save up. Have the support of my family and we got each others back. It’s only when you hit an all time low is when you understand family most. Love hate relation but it’s unconditional.

Also, the start of something new with a new man in my life. Right now, it is what it is. If I feel I’m ready to get back into a relationship then it will come my way. As of right now, you are no rebound, and i’m interested in you because you can give me the “butterflies” in stomach after I didn’t think I could get that again. Apparently, my mom is in good standing with you so that’s a plus. :)

Be easy.

Ecstatic.

…new. Having that good good feeling. Last night’s adventure had me grinning all day =]. Movie date with mr. Hottie.Your company was just what I needed. Thanks.

On another note. I’m glad I’m getting over [you] “him” and I’ve been doing it on my own. I dont need to rebound on others to catch myself and pick myself back up. I’m doing this for me. I don’t feel the need to want you back anymore. I’m over and done with that. Even though I resort to calling you from time to time it’s only natural, you were my first love. Time heals all wounds. You cut me deep. Not by affection, but by resentment. And I’m making my self stronger everyday little by little whatever it takes. Had my closure and you said what you had to say. honestly I want you to be happy and you seemed content so I’ll leave you at that. For right now I’m doing me. And I’m glad I have family and good friends that watch out for my best interest. Thanks everyone. Let it be.

xthiskayk:

I don’t know how to gamble but baby boy came up 800$, shopping $$$. I bet Nancy had a blast, She ain’t mad that I woke her up at 9AM, drunk & drunker got hellla drunk! Fine dining at red lobster, thanks to fatboy who treated after he came up 400$. Pooor Than though.. lost it all. It’s cool, he’s happy. Although, I missed work cause I was “sick”, it was a fun first great experience & bonding with these ugly people, watching the blinking lights. Till next time!

Hahaha. Your first experience at the casino. Your the good luck charm! Hahah see too bad we couldn’t find than and give him some luck charm lol. Fine dining complementary of mr. Hottie. ;) tell me why…ahahaha I had a good night downtown too. Teheheh.

Days 1-6 - one word.” vulnerable” I’m getting over you. But I can’t help but miss you. I gave you back all I had left of us via. Valentine day. Take it or leave it. No longer fighting.

Day 7 - LOVE is a BATTLE FIELD. This time you’ve won. You got the best of me, no longer. “a man will never respect a woman unless she can hold her own” -keeping that in mind.

Expanding my horizon..

Confession - you still exist

Yes. A part of you still lingers in mind. However, I already started building my bridge and crossing over towards the horizon and it feels good. I got people here left and right wanting me. Not to be selfish but even they may be my rebound , it helps getting over you. Hey, every rebound is always a new potential. And whatever comes my way shall be it. Everything will just fall into place. But for the mean time, you still exist….

This one’s for you.